
Unimportantly to anyone but me, it
was also my birthday! So, in that
glorious sunshine, unable to go anywhere in the lockdown, Mo and I sat in the
garden to enjoy lunch of smoked salmon and champagne, with a special supper
planned for the evening.
But we didn't get that far. Half way through the afternoon I had a
medical 'blip'. I had suffered the same
thing a couple of times before over the past five years, so knew what it
was. I use the word 'suffer' but there
was no suffering, no pain, just a little strangeness. Friends say it must have been scary. No, not scary, just a bit unsettling. I knew what real scariness meant from the
adventures related in my book.
I felt better in less than 15 minutes
and as I knew what it was, and as it was a holiday weekend in the middle of
this awful Covid pandemic, I phoned our surgery at the next opportunity to
discuss with a doctor, who decided to arrange a hospital appointment for a
check-up. So, despite the pandemic, two
days later they put me through a rigorous programme of tests. They were incredible, kind, efficient and
helpful. Fortunately the tests all came
up clear.
But what really was scary was seeing
the colour coding throughout the hospital marking the levels of risk from the
virus, and walking down corridors past doors to wards with large yellow warning
signs saying COVID, and even 'safe area' green signs sometimes marked MAY
CONTAIN COVID. That brought me up sharp. Yet throughout all this the NHS staff were
going about their work looking relaxed, a normal day. At one moment, when a trolley was pushed into
a ward by masked porters, though still a long way off, the nurse walking with
me put out a hand to hold me back. A
very poorly patient. Very up-close and
personal. The moment when a normal
member of the public, 'one of us', suddenly becomes a danger to life, 'one of
them', almost like a terrorist? Yet our
nurses and doctors deal with them all day, day after day, literally working on
the edge of life. With devotion and
kindness.
I had felt that I was a distraction
from their more important duties, but they were determined that I had the best
care and thoroughly pursued every possible test. In spite of everything, the NHS are still
there for all of us
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